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Things Will Get Better

Do you ever just look at a girl, a beautiful girl, with a perfect smile, perfect laugh, and boys are chasing after her? And do you ever feel jealous over her?

Well I do, lots of time.

I always feel insecure, but I never show it to my friends. My friends are all beautiful, I must admit. But, they often get sad because of their boyfriends. So I'm the one to cheer them up. But they forgot, the people who fixes people, need fixing too. Whenever I tell them my problem, they'll say "Yeah, yeah, it's not that big of a deal. I have more serious issue." And they ended up telling me about their boyfriend again. I feel like I'm an outsider. My issue is more serious than them. I'm suicidal.

So, because nobody is willing to hear my problem, I keep it all to myself. My problem isn't about love, it's about life. I'm the last choice, I always am. I'm nobody's best friend, I'm just their friends. I always wish I'll have a best friend someday, but I don't think I ever will. I mean, I'm not beautiful. My laugh is weird. Boys look at me as the 'really funny girl', but not in the lovely way. I love to tell jokes, and boys aren't really into that kind of girl. I cry myself to sleep.

People will always see me as the cheerful, funny, and happy girl. But I'm not. One day my friend ask me how could I be so happy, and I tell her that I'm heartless. I never get hurt, or offended. Why yes, yes I am heartless. I don't have any heart because it's already broken. Not by a boy, but by the way people keep ignoring me when I'm talking, by always be the one who fixes people, by always faking smiles.

I always make sure that my friends are okay. I always ask them if anything's wrong. I always check their wrist. But nobody cares about me. I once told my friends that I cut, but they thought it was a joke. "I don't see any cuts." One of them said. But, oh, my friends, why would I cut where you can see? And if you could, you won't care anyway.

I always believe that happy ending exist. I believed in the words 'If it's not okay, it's not the end.' But that's a lie. Things don't always get better. A happy ending is just a story which hasn't finished. So, I don't believe in the word 'Things will get better.' anymore.

But I know it will. Maybe not now, not tomorrow, not next week, or not even 10 years later, but I know things will get better. I'm just not depending on that words anymore. I will not wait for a happy ending, but I will make it. I know I can, and so are you. Make your own happy ending, even though you have to struggle. We don't always get what we want, but hard workers do. Close your ears for those who hates you. You have to make your parents proud, your enemy jealous, and yourself satisfied. It might not be easy, but you'll be happy in the end. Put down your razor, it's not worth it. If you're having a bad day, just remember Ryan Seacrest tried to high-five a blind guy,

I love you.

HELLO!

hey everyone! 

it's been a while since i posted the latest post, but i'll be active again! 

anyway, please kindly read my fiction in wattpad (: http://wattpad.com/story/23837359?utm_content=share_reading&utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link

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American Hustle

hiii,new post!<3
So in this post,i'll tell you guys about a Coming Soon movie,American Hustle.
I know this movie would be great,because of the story and of course the casts. I know you're curious about the casts xD so let me tell you

Christian Bale as Irving Rosenfeld

 

Irving Rosenfeld is a brilliant con man who is forced to assist the FBI.

Irving Rosenfeld

 Bradley Cooper as Richie DiMaso

 Richie DiMaso is a wild FBI agent who recruits Irving on the ABSCAM sting operation.

Richie DiMaso

Amy Adams as Sydney Prosser

Sydney Prosser is Irving's equally cunning and seductive British partner in crime and mistress.

Sydney Prosser

 Jeremy Renner as Carmine Polito

Carmine Polito is the passionate, volatile political operator and Mayor of Camden, New Jersey.

Carmine Polito

 Jennifer Lawrence as Rosalyn Rosenfeld

 Rosalyn Rosenfeld is the unpredictable wife of Irving.

Rosalyn Rosenfeld

American Hustle Casts.

American Hustle will be released on December 25,2013(in limited release December 13, 2013).
The story based on the FBI Abscam operation.

You guys can watch the trailer on youtube. Or here's the link  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ST7a1aK_lG0

xo salsa :)

 

hiiii,i changed my url. i was m0delling.blogspot.com . and i changed my tumblr url too,it's fabsidiot.tumblr.com . just fyi xo salsa

hey guysss,you can find me on tumblr now:] http://m0delling.tumblr.com same url with this blog:] i haven't post anything on it but i'll do soon!! please follow it,and i'll auto followback you (or ask me when i have an 'Ask Me' button in my tumblr because i haven't add it;) )
please follow,it'll mean so much!!
xx salsa

Cara Jocelyn Delevingne

If you're a fashion-freak,you must know this girl

Yep,she's Cara Delevingne.Victoria's Secret Angel. She's 20 now,and will be 21 in 12 August. she's VOGUE's model of the year. She has 2 bestfriends,they are Suki Waterhouse and Georgia May Jagger

Cara had a small part in the 2012 film adaption of Tolstoy's Anna Karenina as Princess Sorokina, the marriage interest of Count Vronsky (played by Aaron Taylor Johnson)

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Cara also has a best friend that's VS Angel too,she's Barbara Palvin